Melissa Wix ♥

So i had a really bad fever on fri morning .
Couldn't go sch although i really wanted to .
39.1 degrees .

Then i went to sleep .
I dreamt of him agn ...
I dream that i was sleeping on my bed(which i was)
He was sitting beside me then sayang me >< .
Then i wanted to hug him & kiss him ,
So i quickly got up turn to my side he was not there ...

It was so real .
I wished it was real .
Even if its not real i was glad i dream of it .
But actually it just hurt me alot when i new it was a dream .
I wish i was trap in that dream forever & ever .
I cried alot after that though .

That night i went crazy thinking of him .
My fever got worst .
I ran out of house @ 12am .
Went bugis with frens ; go sheesha till 3am .
Then go chuachokang sleep .
After wake up go find other fren .
Lan-ed until 6pm i cab-ed home .

But very weird , whole day rain & i was under the rain alot .
Having a freakin high fever ...
I don't seem to feel any pain or disturbance though .
Freakin weird .

Mayb cause today halloween ?
Sorry shiqing , dawn i nvr go etp today ><

I go do stuff alr .
Bye .

❤ "" was Posted On: Saturday, October 31, 2009 @10:25 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

Eh NABEH that fcuking anon in tagboard wan die uh ?

I alr alot of problems hor .

i mai waste time on a pathetic "human being" like eu la .

knn .

if you ever scold my frens then eu asking for trouble .

eu wan tio me wuiji lai .

my num for display liao .

eu got guts to cor ?

mai scold my frens .

they not involve la pls .

i fcuking fed up today alr .

everything went wrong .

i sleep frm 7am-11.30am kana waken by fren screaming ,

go hall her teacher explain simi lanjiao event which falls on

my bday next year ==

after sch nid go 1 lanjiao counselling ,

sayhon promise me wan find me today oso never ,

i go ryan house with sandra play double dare ,

they ask me eat duno wad things tio indigestion

so pain until cant even stand siaa fcuk . ==

after that go doctor .

so eu buay song juz cor nia .

90625802 in case eu pajiao ba .

Since you cant read disclaimer , buay song me juz close window nia .

dumbfuck .

<3>

I'll get over sayhon soon ! :D

❤ "" was Posted On: Tuesday, October 27, 2009 @8:22 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

30% ah ...

Fine , i'll wait .

But once 0% i buhbye .

I'll still continue prevent frm gng bh <3

❤ "" was Posted On: Saturday, October 24, 2009 @6:30 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

Just go away la eu all .

why must care me sia ?

i comfirm he dosent love me alr ,

wad he say in the tagboard here

are all lies .

fcuking liar .

i now trying my best to prevent him frm gng bh &

prevent my father frm reporting .

he act as if i nvr existed .

ok fine , i nvr exist .

i dunnid care if eu gng bh ? or i my dad report ?

i now alr havent eat at all for 1day .

fcuking weak .

idk la eu .

eu lie to me make me feel mre worst than saying eu dun

love me .

idk wad i really wan do alr la .

people in the cbox ,

i told eu alr .

hate me than fcuk off .

i not in good mood .

my eng lan i uneducated eu hunalo ?

nabehs . at least i better than eu not so boliao

anyhow go make kuku comments on people blog .

juz fcuk off la .

❤ "" was Posted On: Friday, October 23, 2009 @1:45 AM | 0 lovely comments ✿

This blog will now be a memorial from today onwards .

Please go to HERE to see my will .

He dosent love me anymre .

wad he said in the cbox that kept me going these few days was just a lie .

everything's a lie .

now his going to bh ...

before i leave this world ,

i promised him that i wouldnt let him go bh ever .

i will keep to my promise .

i will wait till his not gng to bh then i'll leave from everyone's life forever .

no one can stop me .

i've made up my mind .

i decided that i dunwan anyone to come to my songkak .

it's just a waste of time & it'll hurt people more .

So sorry everyone . thanks for supporting me always .

❤ "" was Posted On: Tuesday, October 20, 2009 @8:30 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

Okays so ytd night i so happy get my phone back (90625802) .

Than i camwhored like crazy.

Can go my friendster see ><

All kuku wan ? All pure randomness ...

Except the one which i bite the ring ><

I realized if someone really love someone ,

HE/she should stick by HER/his side through thick & thin .

but someone run away when everything is messed up .

leaving someone behind ...

okay fine , i shuddup .

Oh ya , 1 more pic my fave ...

Can use for background or msn pic or wadeva :

Nice right ?

I use my Red Moon book & Eye liner & ring to take .

Than black & white mode .

Labels: www.daporloveszhabor.blogspot.com - Forever love-ed .

❤ "" was Posted On: Monday, October 19, 2009 @1:21 AM | 0 lovely comments ✿

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❤ "ijji - Where Gamers Unite!" was Posted @1:02 AM | 0 lovely comments ✿

I fucking sian !

I not depressed alr after SOMEONE finally

replied my msg ...

So i just wanted to wish my younger irritating bitchy sister ...

I addicted to gunz alr :D

❤ "" was Posted On: Saturday, October 17, 2009 @7:48 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

LeeSayhon !

You're not suppose to read my blog .

But ur words comforting anyways ...

Made me cry ><

I'll wait for eu forever , promise

wun let eu go bh even if i have to die .

thats my promises to eu . <3

❤ "" was Posted On: Friday, October 16, 2009 @1:31 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

Ok so exams are over ;

i'm still alive .

sadly ...

now i nid to think wad i shld do .

i ask him if i went to the hospital , would he visit me .

he said yes .

so now i'll starve myself till i go to the hospital :D

dun try to stop me .

every night is tortures for me .

i dream of him alot ... too much i think that i'm doing mad .

i would dream walking along a beach alone with him .

but when i wake up , it really crushes my heart .

i wished i stayed in that dream forever ; never leaving him .

i really hate him .

though deep deep down im desperately wanting him back to my side .

i cry everyday , because i cant bear it .

it hurt too much .

now i noe why love really is painful .

too painful for me to handle though .

i promise i wun die .

cause if i die , i may nvr see him agn cause of course i'll

be in hell . burning .

so i decided now my ultimate goal is to be with him once again .

i don't care how long i wait for you leesayhon .

but i'll wait . forever if i have to .

i promise you this .

❤ "" was Posted On: Thursday, October 15, 2009 @1:34 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

So its over just like that .

i have to accept it somehow ...

i dunwan see sayhon face anymre .

i see/hear his face or voice i immediately cry .

so sorry sayhon for the way i acted today .

i couldn't take it ...

i juz nid some time on my on to find out wad i wan to do now .

always love eu though ..

❤ "" was Posted On: Friday, October 09, 2009 @2:14 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

I really can't take it sia .
I miss LEESAYHON too much .

Well , at least i comfirm something alr ..
After exam , I M RUNNING AWAY FROM HOME .

If not is suicide .

`Taking up guitar lessons .

To everyone :
If I stop posting on this blog for 2months ,
that means I'm dead .
Feel free to call 65833614/90625802
to come to my funeral .
Thanks .

P.S. come see my youtube vid Click <-- i just made !
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❤ "" was Posted On: Wednesday, October 07, 2009 @1:14 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

//♥//

I'm so sad ,
So depressed .

Sayhon!
Haizz .
This word ; this person ...
I love him so much .

But now the secrets out .
I can't meet him for a few weeks .
I might not be able to see him again .

This is all my bloody fault laaaaa .
It's my fault sayhon mayb gng to Boy's home .
I can't bear it .
I want to jump from 20th floor .
I'm not kidding alr .

I have to go home straight after sch everyday .
My hp confiscated ; laptop too .
(except for these 3days . YAY elearning !)

Not really YAY-ing .
Not happy .
Can't smile ...
Sayhon , I'm really sorry .
I'll try my best to help you .
Its all my friggin fault .

Baby , if i ever really die ,
Remember I'll love you till eternity .
Forever !!!!!

I just don't know what to do anymore ...
I feel so helpless .
Do you really love me still ?
Do you think we can make it through ?

To everyone :
If I stop posting on this blog for 2months ,
that means I'm dead .
Feel free to call 65833614/90625802
to come to my funeral .
Thanks .

P.S. come see my youtube vid Click <-- i just made !
Comment , SUBSCRIBE & rate ! :D

❤ "" was Posted On: Tuesday, October 06, 2009 @2:20 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

Happy Mid-Autumn Festival !
Whoo .
Now all my relatives coming my house celebrate .
Hopefully , i can sneak out ltr ><
join my frens play fire .

Anyways , cannot use com le .
EOY coming alr .
After that then 24/7 can use .
ok luhs .
I craving for mooncake alr .
byesbyes .

❤ "" was Posted On: Saturday, October 03, 2009 @2:51 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

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