i'm still alive .
sadly ...
now i nid to think wad i shld do .
i ask him if i went to the hospital , would he visit me .
he said yes .
so now i'll starve myself till i go to the hospital :D
dun try to stop me .
every night is tortures for me .
i dream of him alot ... too much i think that i'm doing mad .
i would dream walking along a beach alone with him .
but when i wake up , it really crushes my heart .
i wished i stayed in that dream forever ; never leaving him .
i really hate him .
though deep deep down im desperately wanting him back to my side .
i cry everyday , because i cant bear it .
it hurt too much .
now i noe why love really is painful .
too painful for me to handle though .
i promise i wun die .
cause if i die , i may nvr see him agn cause of course i'll
be in hell . burning .
so i decided now my ultimate goal is to be with him once again .
i don't care how long i wait for you leesayhon .
but i'll wait . forever if i have to .
i promise you this .
Oh, HI!.
The name is мєℓιѕѕα.
