After i thought i finally could get over you ,
It all comes back .
That nice warm feeling that i crave so much knowing
I cant get it back .
The times when u make me so happy and now i have
To fake my happiness just to replace the happinese u gave me .
I cant even get into another relationship with anyone anymore .
It all ends the same .
Guess i'll just revert to my old self .
Everytime try to be faithful , loyal , i end up all hurt and crumpled up .
I hate it .
I wont be faithful anymore (:
hais i so pathetic . my com down then i only can use my hp post stuff .___.
on thursday night ,
me and baby and his friends go prawning at pasir ris town park . then we bet see who can catch the most prawns . sadly never caught any uh .
lol but we got really drunk ...
then i only remeber i go toilet then got stuck or smth then baby kick down the door . so coooolll .
we also realesed a rat .
it was caught in the trap then i want see what happens when i release the rat ma cause got one cat thr . i think the cat killed it though ...
lol after that baby's friend dare him eat the life worm ....
and sadly he did and kiss me afterwards .____. ''
after that did lots of other crazy stuff then went home . next day me and piggy hangover then like wan die liddat . only ate mash potato .
arghhh 3 more days to blithe ~
quick i wanna go out le luh =(
SO YEAH . TOO BAD I'M NOT GONNA POST .
THE ONLY THING I POST IS FACEBOOK WHICH YOU CAN NEVER GET .
SO STOP INVADING MY PRIVACY (WHICH YOU CANT NOW) AND GET LOST .
Today was aweeeeesomeeeeeeee .
I went out with family .
In the morning went to visit grandparents .
Then EAT like maddd !
After that we went Sentosa .
It's super fun .
We rode the LUGE + Skyride .
Skyride dam scary than i had to take off my heels .
In case it drop . ><
Halfway during the LUGE my helmet came off .
-.- . Messed up my hair like mad ):
After tha we went makan at foodcourt then go Palawan beach .
We bought a ball than played football .
Guys vs girls . LOL .
Out of my family , only my dad can play .
The rest of us anyhow kick .
I tried to defend the post then i kick the ball straight into my dad's face .
Then my younger bro tried to kick the ball in the goal end up his shoe
fly into his face .
I think i laugh more thn i play .
So girls lost . Then we went to the most Southest part of Continental Asia .
Cool right ?
Tiring .
We all went home then i slept along the way .
Lazy update luh .
Hmph fine .
Now @ baby's house .
He's sleeping like a pig again .
BLEH .
Yesterday night was fun .
My mum and i went to pasir ris park carpark @ 4am .
Then she thought me how to drive .
So dam cool .
Lol there was a couple there then they halfway kissing saw me driving
stun tio .
So funny .
My mum and i decided that she teach me driving so when i'm 18 ,
exactly on my birthday i just take the dam exam and pass it (:(:
Ah i got tuition in half an hour ...
Meh i go late (:
I go wake the pig up nowww .
ARGH .
I hate school :l
It's boring ttm leh .
Hmms , need to find something to make it interesting ...
Went shopping just now .
Bought wallet and 2 bags then total like $100+ ><
Me and my mum went mad @ isetan .
Sale mah (:
Need to practice my cwalk more .
I totally forgot about it .
Anyways , those fuckers at the tagboard .
I only got 1 thing to say , what's your asshole problem ?
Anything you might need to discuss with me ?
Immature .
This few days feeling down a little .
My health sucks .
Face so pale then my ribs duno what happen .
So many gastric and crap .
Hmms , i guess i need stay healthy .
Eat more fruits (:
I hate veggies though ...
Now i'm talking nonsense already .
Bored ):
Singapore nothing to do already .
Maple boring .
Real life boring .
Shopping still rocks .
Sleeping boring .
Eating okok luh .
Facebook talk cock only .
Watch tv boring .
):
I LOVE PINKPINKPINKPINK !
Shiok .
But got gastric ):
Anyways , i entered a cosplay competition .
Vote for me @ facebook .
But must like the Teenage Magazine first .
Then can click 'like' on my picture to vote :D
Dear wai puo ,
I don't know if you can understand / read english but my Chinese fail ...
Maybe you can ask someone up there to translate ?
Thanks for your love .
When i was going out ,
you gave me money always .
When i didn't come home .
You wonder and ask mummy where m i .
The last thing you said was to come home early .
I'm sorry since i grew up i didn't spend so much time with you .
Or even talked to you much when you stayed at our house .
But now your gone and there's nothing i can do .
It's part of life and death but still ...
It hurts .
Your death was so sudden ...
I missed your smile .
Promise to remember me ?
Hope your happy .
Boo !
Ok i just came home from my 4days "homeless"thing .
Had fever , burned my finger + gastric .
But overall fun .
I worked & got $80 but that night went boat quay then all fly away !
LOL .
Dammit didn't go sch .
Tmw must go sch & study really hard alr .
shitzxc .
Anyways i cut-ed my hair spike + put pink extensions .
It rocks now .
But tmw need hide the extensions or smth .
If not i'm dead .
Hais , things so complicated now .
Baby ah drink less and take care of your health can already uh .
Hahas , baby dye hair until like anime character D:
Hmph wait i go private sch or poly see my hair dammmm niceee !
Hais my life suddenly turned for the worst .
So complicated .
My parents disowned me .
Then like now struggling to survive .
I think i need to go work alr .
Now @ sandra's house .
Twinneh always thr for me <3
Haiyo tmw got sch somemore .
Almk .
LOL , idk what im gng to do with my extension + i cut spikeee ! :D
k bahs .
i tink nid rest up & plan for tmw .
Byes .
Oh, HI!.
The name is мєℓιѕѕα.
