Woke up cause of a nightmare again.
My dream catcher's not working -.-
Did my nails but kinda failed :/
Had a very awful headache last night thinking so much. Maybe i shouldnt think and care bout anything anymore. No use caring. I'm back to square one. Maybe i should just dissapear awhile. Have already deactivated my facebook anyways. Might as well be a hongster again. Hongsters never get hurt. It's only when you 100% put your love in a fucking guy and then he breaks your heart in a million pieces when you know you can't trust relationships anymore. I think so far i've had 23 failed relationships. When can i meet the guy of my dreams ? Isn't 23 already alot ?! One after another tearing my heart. Even now i don't feel as much hurt as i used to. Maybe it's numb now.
Using phone to blog this.
Will be using my blog instead of any other social networks now.