Why not i juz die now ?
My family act as if i was not here ,
was not even born .
They dun even tok to me or scold me
when i ran away-ed .
I haven't eaten for 4 days excluding the cup noodle i bought
& they dun even care . They dun even noe .
Everynight i ton or either sleep @ 4 .
Every afternoon passes by slowly then before .
Everymorning passed by quickly .
Juz now , my mum happily announced that she sold another house &
was getting around $25k .
She bring the whole family(excluding me) go out to some fancy resturant .
I've never seen her so happy before .
I'm no longer their daughter to them alr .
I was just some ghost living & breathing in their house .
I'm not important to them .
I don't exist anymore .
Might as well juz die now .....
Even my msn & blog pic can't be seen .
There's this black square .
Nothing else ...
Maybe god is juz telling me to die .
To leave this world .
I dun even care if i go hell .
I'll juz create less trouble for everyone if i juz die .
Emo liao .
The final bye .
Maybe wun be posting this blog agn .
Oh, HI!.
The name is мєℓιѕѕα.
