Owww ....

I got headache since 2+ .
Haiizz ...

Juz now got CCA duno wad thing .
Then jolyn go home first , i duno ho0w go home .
Heng my fren josiah live in pasir ris then we go home tgt .

Today nothing much wors .
D&T we learning how make pencil holder .
Then I got Science project .

Must make a 3-D model of a cell .
Belle , Sandra & Sharen in my group . ;D

BESTIES !
( although belle & sandra duno Sharen tat well )

Anyways , on wed morning wanted meet jolyn at 6 .
Then go mrt she say she going sch later .
Cause sch start at 9 .
then i go sch there decided go belle house .

With go mac eat then go sch .
Wahahahas .

LOL .
Hussain juz tell me in msn tat belle like him .
OMFG .
SPREADDDDDDD !

Let me make this clear first :
I DUN LIKE AMOS HOR BELLE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I gtg help my fren do his blog agn .
BYES !

Hey guys .

sian uhs .
My com screen break .
Now using the giant tv screen for com .
Damn big siol .

Play audi damn shiok .
Wahahahas .

So i updated the song as u can see .
The 2nd song is damn nice wors . :D

Anways , for those of u hu duno , i not using friendster alr .
I using facebook .
Facebook more faster & more better sia .

I juz cleaned up the blog .
Cause i duno wad i do then got prob .
So now no more prob alr .

U guys notice got another sound last time ?
I go see the HTML but dunhab the song code .
So i freakin irritated .
Then i listen to the song ...
Then rmb-ed tat i put the song for 1 of my post laste year .

So weird lors .
Suddenly keep playing .
Anways , i deleted it .
So haha !

Here are the lyrics for the song i put on my blog now .
1 . That's not my name .
2 . God is a Girl .
3. ( this on dosen't seem to be playing in my blog )

That's Not My Name

HAPPY CNY U GUYS !

I juz came home frm my dad cousin's house .
Played black jack , lost 50cents .
Hahahs .
Actually win like siao then at the end change banker then 21 all the way siol .
Wahahahs .

Anyways , i found my pc on the floor the cover came off .
I tink the pc drop sia .
The screen now half got prob .
cannot see properly .

Ytd when reunion dinner at my uncle/grandparents house .
At midnight , my grandfather threw flowers everywhere .
He say is goodluck .
lols ? i not tat superstitious .

Yeah so , tmw whole day going my mum's cousin house .
Boring luhhs ..

Ouh ya , i juz found out tat my grandad has 2 wives .
1 is my grandmother & another 1 in china .
He like never see the china wan sia .

So i now going play sims2 lers ..
( not sure how with the screen )
HCNY ! ;D

If u really loved me u wouldn't leave me .
If u really loved me u would have cared for me .
If u really loved me u wouldn't hurt me .
I now realized y u did this .
I now realized i was foolish to trust u .
I was foolish to love & cared for u .

I should have listen to them & not u .
I never thought it would end like this ...
But i thought wrong .
You didn't love me in the very beginning .
I don't know why i loved u since 9 December .

I haved lost all my loved once so why am I still here in this world ?
No one cares if i die anyways .

And the main reason now is that i really don't know why i still love u ...

hey guys ,

Juz came back from camp lemme tell u all about it ;D

1st Day :
The bus ride was really long .
Then camp near Johor sia .
Its called Serembun Camp .
Its suppose to be a scouts camp siol . =="
Then we passed by a cemetery .

i was like OMFG .
its so freakin close to the camp .
diaoz =="

Then we played & stuff .
Did activities .
I realized the Trainers favour me & my fren alot .
They gib the whole class eat biscuits at the mph .
Then sit on floor .

But they cor me & my fren go sit with them on the table &
gave us extra biscuits .
Then 1 of them tok to me then a boi go up to him &
ask if can go toilet he say " wait luhs , can't u see i flirting with meliss ? i dating her u go interupt "
I over there laughing .
Then he always cor me & my fren become leader for stuff , help him refill water & serve food .

Then go 4 sec 3 bois come & help us .
But they never help 1 .
1 of them tok to the bois about sex & girls ...
badd example sia .
Plus tat idiot cor me cute in front of the bois .
FUCK HIM . =="

Then we go try flying fox .
I was so scared then the person handling the flying fox suddenly push me down without warning cause i say i dunwan go i scream like siao .

Anyways at night got campfire damn fun .
Then we perform 3 little ducklings & bumble bee .
So cute the songs :D

Then we slept in a dorm .
Got 1 giant double decker bed .
Its not a bed actually since its handmade & no matress .
Then i sleep on top cause i scared the thing drop i kana crush .
( the on top damn freakin shaky , got people move then shake like siao )

I duno how climb down the ladder sia .
So hard .
Then the first time my fren nid carry me down XD .
So paiseh ...
Then we wan go sleep tat time someone at bottom smsing .
Then the Trainer walk pass then hear the sound ,
she come in & say must surrender hp .

No one surrender .
Then she say its from top bunk .
Whoever it is must surrender by the count of 5 .
( then she start counting )
3 .... 2 .... 1 ...
No one surrender .
Then she threaten to do spot check & confiscate the hp .
Then finally got 1 girl surrender , the another & another & another ...
Then me & sandra & bell oso surrender .
I took out my batt cause i off hp oso alarm will sound .
HAHAS .
After tat we slept & it was freaking cold .

2nd Day :
Woke up , changed & ate breakfast .
After tat , we went to this pond called the milo pond .
Its called milo pond cause its freakin muddy & brown .
Then got 1 slide down to the pond sia .
Must slide down =="

I freaked out .

Then the Trainer will cor the name then must go climb the net first then go wear life jacket
then slide down .
I was the first few .
( The trainers always sabo me )

I climb the net then wear life jacket tat time .
The Trainer bully me go pour the muddy water on me then everyone laugh .
I tio wet liao .
Then when wan slide , he go pour agn & smear mud on my face .
He only smear mud on the chio girls ( including me is 3 )
I oso not chio sia . STUPIDD .

Then he push me down i scream then they all laugh like siao ( The Trainers )
Hmph . So evil .
Then splash into the water i duno how swim so the other Trainer must help me .
I went underwater for 2 secs sia .

Then walk back must step on mud .
I so dirty .
So i found the water leaking under the slide so i go wash my shoe & leg .
Then i pluck leaf to clean off the mud from my hand & leg .
I stand at the sun for 5mins to dry .
After tat i so clean until like never go in .
Then the Trainer briefing tat time suddenly look at me & say
" Melissa , y u so clean ? Must go again ! "

diaoz =="
I the cleanest sia :D

After tat they dun let us bathe lehs !
siao arhs .
The girls all dun care they go shower .
The Trainer oso cannot go girl's toilet .
HAHA !

Then we did some activities , pack then go home :D
I still tink the p5 camp more funn though ...
BUHBYES -

Ahhh ...

I today got headache .
It hurts alot now ...

Anyways , i dl sims2 alr .
IM ADDICTED TO IT ! :D

Tmw got camp sia .
Heng can bring hp so i still can sms u guys .
My camp at the Sembawang Scouts camp .
Jolyn say not nice .
We going there for 2 days 1 night only .

Today sian sia .
I go bbc at 3+ no one there .
Then go at 5+ they all there liao but so sad i nid go home .
Haizz ....

Around 4+ i go with duno hu then we go find cat .
He go steal 4 cans of cat food from NTUC =="
diaoz .
then cannot find cat go back bbc .

I wan go chiong sims2 now ...
ADDICTED >.<
RAWRS !
BYEEEEEE ! :D

I juz got a whole PC to myself !
YEAH !
This PC damn alot of memory so i can install audi & maple liao .

I today never go sch agn .
Hahas .
cause ytd went to JB for shopping then came home at 2.30am .
So if i wan go sch only can sleep 3h .
Then didnt go sch lors :D

Ytd shop like siao wors .
I spent total 400+ ringitt .
about 190 sing .
Wah .
Tats quite cheap .
I bought 5 shirt + 1 jeans + 1 skirt + 1 shorts + 1 pair of shoes + 1 necklace .

I shop at Padini .
My mum say its a branded store .
No wonder the things so ex . ( in malaysia )
The necklace is $20 sing .
Which is the most ex wan .

Now for the sad part .
On Saturday , i wanted to go bbc cause they having match .
Then when i walked to the bus stop ( opp my house ) ,
I saw my baobei cat lying on the floor .
Then i thought he sleeping but got flies around him .
Then i realized he was dead .
I tried not to cry all the way to bbc .

But when i reach bbc , i cried like siao .
Then i called my mum & told her ( cried even more ) ,
she go tell my dad .
Then my dad call me say he call SPCA to clear my baobei body ...
That time i cry like the whole world going explode .

u may think that im stupid to cry over a cat .
But its not juz a cat .
Its part of our family now .
& when his mum died , i promise her i took care of him + his 3 other bros
tat they will grow up healthly ...

Now his 3 bros duno that his gone ; my siblings oso duno ...
At least now he can finally see his mum in heaven .

Now eveytime i tink of cat i cry .

Haizz ...
sobs .

Yo .

Lols .
I today whole day cramp like siao .
Especially during dinner .
FREAKIN PAIN !

My maid coming back tmw lers .
CONFIRMED

Later 10 post back agn .
brb . ( this post havent finish yet )

17 Jan 09 / 11.35am
PSPS .
Sorry never post ytd .
I busy uhs .
Anyways ,
later going bbc .
They playing match .
I tink fierce wan .

ytd night jascinta & jerald kiss .
Jerald first kiss wors .
So funny at the beginning .
Then bredan so EXTRA .

He throw the bball on the ceiling then rebound whack his face .
So freakin funny .
We 4 laugh like siao .
( he oso got laugh )

Then after tat i went home .
Then my mum cor we go behind .
Behind means at the park cause my house less then 1min can run to park ,
go there eat .
Then eat reach home .
blahblahblah .
THEN SLEEEEEEEEEEP !

Yo ,

Today i pon sch XD .
Hahas .
I lazy sia .

So i ask my frens help me fill in the CCA selection form .
I should be joining netball .
Cause went for the auditions then they say i very good then tick my name .

Suddenly got alot of people bday coming sia .
So i dedicate this post to them !

KEJIN , 13 - 15th JAN , TODAY !
DARREN , 14 - 22nd JAN ( Next Thursday )
JIANBIN , 14 - 20th JAN ( Next Tuesday )
SHIQING , 13 - 26th JAN ( Next , Next Monday )

SO A BIGG HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U GUYS ! :D
May all ur dreams + wishes come through hors !

I dun tink i can go churhc + cell very often alr .
I very busy when sch reopen ....

Haizz ...
sadsadsad .
hahahas .

I juz found out i lost my appetite .
Sian , lost 5kg+ .
from 42 - 37 .
RAWRZ !

I go update/check tge links now .
Those cannot liao i delete arhs .
BYES !

Today sian wors .
I so tired then juz now accidentaly sleep in bbc .

Ouh , ya .
Me & jolyn while waiting for ocy , reagan & yingrui ,
went exploring the sch again ...
I can't tell u wad happen though .
ocy ask me dun tell anyone cause its quite confidential .
Sorry . XD

Anyways , Geography freakin boring .
I sleep in class agn .
Then sandra wake me up .
Heng . :D

Ytd nite dl this game called Cooking Academy .
Now using trial version nid buy sia .
But i later go yahoo find hack XD .
I hacker siol ...
HAHAS .

My hp sotsot lers .
This morning my batt 100% then it auto-off then during recess i
on then left 20% . =="

GO DIE PHONEEEEEEE !
Then left 7% i off then later on agn become 10% .
Sot liao .
I wan buy new hp sia .
MUMMY !!!!!!!~~~~

So today no sch ...

Then go whole day to play ...
In the end juz end up waiting most of the time wors ...
SIAN !

havent finish my hw yet siol .
Nid do 5 times of chao xie .
boredd .
i dunwan do .
I cant find my e-dictionary ...
CHAM .

cfm tio detention lers .
sobs ...
I dunwan go sch tmw .
( but i wan go )

After sch i wan go somewhere ,
hu wan go out ?
If not i go with sandra to cybera .
chiong audi !!!!!

I nothing to post .
lalaalalalalas .

Btw , u guys enjoy the blog song ?

& yea .
I dun tink i can manage to open the blogshop wors .
I very busy .
Mon-Fri : Sch
Sat & Sun : Cell & Church .

So like very hard for me to go out .
If wan is after sch & in my sch uni .

Here's another video from nigahiga .
Its very funny .
Must watch to the end .
The last part freakin funny .



So nth to post then i shall end this post with this fullstop > .

Hey !

First of all i juz wanna apologize for me keeping changing my URL .
But this URL will last at least a year .
SO PLEASEEEEE RELINK :D

So i've changed blogskin to this cute one .
u can play with the things sia .
So funn . XD

So anyways , tmw i no sch .
YEAH !
wan know y ?
the students who are taking the "N" Levels did very well .
& the principal announce that no sch tmw .
Shiok ~

Today i freakin tired sia .
After sch go bbc & slack until 7pm then went home .
Now hungry ...

RAWRS !
No one at home .

I oso got another good news ,
MY MAID COMING BACK THIS FRIDAY !
I sooooo happy .

Suddenly all the happy things come back to me .
No more misery & depression alr .
hahahas ..

I wan ask u all a question ,
why sometimes the person offline in my msn then the window pop-up
giving me a link ?
So weird .
Plus i noe is not the person sent wan .
I tink is the msn sot liaos .

U all got this prob ?
Or only me ?
bleahs .
Anyways , i gtg .
CYAS !

Sorry damn long never post .

School reopen lers then quite busy .
Later going bbc .

Very long never go then ytd i juz pass-by to buy drink ,
but finish alr pass-by agn .
They like staring at me then like toking to each other .
Then suddenly shout my name .
LOLS .

Cannot recognize me liao .
I wearing sch uniform lo .
Monday i going back there agn for fun after sch .

so funny sia .

I today never go church .
cause i lazy sia .

I duno y these few days no mood to do anything .
haizz ....

Those of u hu play neopets & dun hab a guild join mine !
http://www.neopets.com/guilds/guild.phtml?id=3787267

Ahahahas .
oohh .
Italic very nice .

hmm ..
kays , frm no onwards i use itaclic better .
:D

So i comfirmed the poll results & im going to change blogskin .
Lemme go find 1 now ...

YEAH !

Today in school i made loads of frens .
I oso damn hyper & siaosiao .
Hahahas ...

We did school cheer , rehearse the sec1 investiture & listen to talks .
In the morning all talks sia .
Damn sian .
I accidentaly fell asleep a few times XD .
Then in the afternoon damn hyper alr .

They release us late today though .
Its suppose to be 4pm but they release us at 5.30pm .
Sianz .

Actually wan go bowling after tat derhs .
but too late alr .

Me , chengyin & jolyn choose netball as our CCA .
havent go auditions & submit form yet though .
Got 1 boi from my class DSA here by Dance .
BOI DANCE ?!
LOL !!!!!!!

i was laughing like siao !

but bell say he very good in dancing things like hiphop ... etc ...
bell say he same primary school as him .

Tmw sch until 8.30pm ..
Haizz ... tired siol .
I reach home about 9+ alr .

i know wad to wear this sat alr !
Im so HAPPYYYYYYYYYYY today .
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:DD

Anyways , i got some photos of my cell's xmas party .
( on xmas eve )

We were doing this teamwork thingy where u have to sit on each other's knee cap .
We took a long time to complete it though .


( Left to right - Joanna , Wendy , Karen , Serene , ME ! :D , Joselyn )




( This is the end results ! See the green shirt guy ? He is the heaviest guy in the cell . He sitting on my lap sia ! DAMN PAIN !!! )

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS !

hellos ,
I decided that this post will be a colourful one .
Cause my orientation theme is coulours .
( Pretty lame though )

Okay so wad i did lately was ...
I went to church .
hahas .
very random . XD

Anyways , i juz created a guild in neopets .
( dun ask me y i play this lame game )
So those of u wan join leave ur username at the tag board .
My name is chocoholiced btw :D

Add me as buddy hors !

If u know a fun game intro to me oso .
I damn sian .

ytd night juz receive a sms saying tat my fren , junhao ,
father in hospital with stroke , heart disease & diabetics .
3 things sia .
Then MUST pray for him .
His dad only got 15% chance of recovery .

Juz now during church we pray for him & he cried .
very sadd sia .
He p4 only .

So tats all .
byeeeeeeeees !

Wah , juz return home from sch !

Today first day at temasek .
The canteen && field+basketball court damn small .
Smaller then my primary school sia .
They use the space for plants & pond =="

but overall quite okay barhs .
The sch very bigg .
I cfm will get lost .
I met 2 potential best frens though . ;D

1 of them from indo . ( sharen )
she came to sg last june .

Then i tok to the other girl ( bell )
tok until siao .
going home oso tok then kana scolded in front of whole sec 1 by dm .

Then dm is indian sia .( i not racist )
his name is Mr sara . ( i nickname him sala cause he everything oso wrong )
then Mr sarsi oso indian then both fierce .
Maybe they are bros ?

hahas .
Then we squeeze in the double decker bus to go the mrt station .
We no where to sit so must sit on the staircase =="

Then after we find sit ( which is all the way at the back ) ,
got some bois got whistle .
Then i heared them whispering " got chiobu beside me "
i was like wtf ?

Cause my frens sit the sits in front of me which is 2 sitter .
The back sit can sit alot of people .
So i went to sit another place .
Then they go whisper loudly " they going alr lehs "
......
idiot sia .

Then alighted at tanah merah mrt ,
( we played a game along the way )
i took taxi back home XD .

&& here i m .
i damn hungry now ...
I go find FOOD !

buhbyes .
CLICK ON ADD <<<< :D
&& VOTEEEEEEE ! !@$$^&*$#%*&@@$

HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!!!!!!!!

Byebye 2oo8 && WELCOME to 2oo9 !
I didnt have any fun though .
I duno y .
This year nothing seems fun & happy to me anymore .

I may always smile & laugh but those are not real smiles & laughter .
I feel like dying .
Juz now quarreled with my parents once again .
I told them i dun go out with them so i wun cause them any trouble .

I juz duno wad to do anymore .
I feel like life is meaningless .
I feel so useless .
I wan die uhs .

I'm having a headache now ........
This is the worst year i have ever had to tell u the truth .
& i tink next year will be worst .

This family of mine is corrupted .
My mum dosent keep promises yet she expect me to keep her promises .
I really wan to tell my dad that she is betraying him .
His juz too stupid to figure it out .
I hate my family .
The people here sucks like hell .

My maid went home for 2 weeks she suppose to come back tis sun .
Not sure if she coming back anymore .
I always share my problems with her .
Now i got no one to trust .
I dun trust anyone anymore .
I made a mistake && i'm not making it agn .

I juz wanna dieee .

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